My best friend :o

Hi I'm Hollie incase you didn't know I have a few questions 1) How do you guys think I should start my blogs of? and 2) What did you guys think of my first blog? and 3) do you guys want me to start a youtube channel?
Ok so I was out with two of my friends chloe and Abby and I had to leave my sleeves rolled down on my jacket so they didn't see the cuts.  But they were slagging my best friend of and I didn't know what to say so I just carried on walking along side them while they slagged him of.  We started about when we are going to london with the school for this thing called enrichment week which happens at the end of every year and you can pick certain places to go or certain activities to do and this year I'm going to London with a few of my friends and I'm sitting next to my Best friend on the coach (we discussed this in science great lesson to discuss it in right) anyway he dosen't know about me cutting but I don't know whether to tell him comment if you think I should.  And me and him have planned that me and a few other mates are going to pretend to be asleep when the teachers look round to 'check on us' and then we will sneak into the boys room or they can come into ours either way we will probs end up spending the night with them. 
I was texting him earlier and he put 'thought you were sharing a room with me and nash' so I replyed 'yeah with meg and tam why?' and he replyed putting 'so your all staying at our "palace"' and I replyed 'probably' and he wants me to take sweets so I said I would but there's a problem............










I KINDA LIKE HIM............. And know I dont know what to do do I tell him or do I keep my secret to myself? help me.

I just got a call of my friend and she sounded worried I asked her what was up and she told me her pugs eye has just popped out and know I'm wondering if it's normal shall I google it OR shall I let you guys decide OR shall I wait and see what she tells me tomorrow?
Help please
Thanks for reading :)